What Do You Want?

The most natural thing in the world - it will summarily dismiss every religious, spiritual, philosophical, political thought - you don't want it.  It will devastate "you" and you're not ready for that. You are not ready to accept that everything thought gives you as "god", "the material world", morals and ethics, virtue, compassion and love - everything that is there to merely support and perpetuate a myth that has enslaved this species for many, many thousands of years - is not done for friends and family, all of humanity, compassion, or the love of the divine, but rather to assure that thought's reins are kept tight, to the very end.

Thought is conflict. It's struggle is of, and for that which lies "beyond" and it can never, in spite of all the promises and enticements, give what is not within it's framework. It can't even begin to imagine a state of natural flow and a harmony it can neither comprehend, nor provide. It will provide every kind of model, attempting to emulate what is received via perception and the distortion it operates in, what is already effortlessly taking place in the body, in nature, and the entire cosmos.

You say you want that, but you are based in thought. High or low,  negative or positive, conscious or unconscious everything there as the "self" is merely a construct that is being put together to serve thought. What will give you that "otherness", that which lies beyond the field of the known. Do you really want to know?

It will tear that "you" - that illusion of a permanent entity that competes against every other member of this species - to shreds. It will decimate the entire structure that has created the illusion of a permanent entity and outwardly, a very artificial world which is almost entirely a reaction to the very nature of all things. You don't want that, for it's the ending of a hell you're not prepared to live without.

Were it to hit you what an enormous and deadly trap thought is, you will, out of extreme fortune, come to a state that has nothing to do with this artifice - an operating system that came about as a fluke, a design flaw, long before any computer existed. What will be left is the very origin of all life, not contained in, but rather the body, in endless variation and form. A body that is not looking - nor will it ever have the need to do so - for any answers, meanings, solutions, or escapes from the terror you had been living in. All of that will be absent and in that moment there will not exist one distinction, nor the slightest hint of what you can only now refer to as "the individual". This notion of there being a complete being has not one thing to do with the unique way the actual body operates, in that state that is both utterly natural, and yet, ordinary. In that state there will be no question of what is useful for the one versus the many. In that state there will have arisen a new species that will be in a position to respond to every challenge that arises.

Is that what you want? For you can't obtain, or attain it. It will have to hit you square on and there is nothing, not one thing said here, nothing that anyone can offer you, to prepare for that.

Thought is a Fraudulent Operating System

Thought is not the friend that it presents. Actuality, it's the worst enemy, the ultimate one. It's the source of all misery, oppression and suffering, creating every problem that this species is facing on this planet - from relationship difficulties to its own eminent destruction. Unless this species, the very body, is capable of returning thought to the functional tool it once was - bringing a cessation to thought's role as a fraudulent operating system, that has created every form of illusion in this world - it will likely succeed in either bringing about its complete annihilation, or reducing it to subhuman rubble, incapable of any level of function. It is neither interested in, nor capable of, serving the true needs of this species.

You are all struggling, in one way, or another - accepting your lot, more, or less, or struggling against the powers that be. You may perform acts of vulgar charity – it really is, but you will argue that it is for the better of humanity and not merely in place to serve the profile needs of the status quo. You may avariciously pursue personal aggrandizement and advancement through knowledge, wealth, fame and power, either through a kind of cunning ignorance of the consequences and results, or again, through and endless rationalizing process. You may be activists on the perimeter of society, or practice being good citizens - teacher, students, police and politician, workers of all kinds - well within it's boundary. All of this is perpetuating the myth of a better society which is actually in conflict in every possible, which has horrible consequences for every organism that makes up this unfortunate planet.

Hardly any of you have broken from this pattern, maintaining the illusion that thought has a light at the end of the tunnel it has created, but it doesn’t and never will. The tunnel is a prison and the prison is also the prisoner. As long as thought is operating as the basis for this species, and not merely that practical tool that has undoubtedly increased it’s chance of surviving, there is not a snowball’s chance in hell of this species transcending the present crisis it is in. This is not yet another badgering, proselytizing rant, or tirade. This is not another scientific lecture, an attempt at philosophic discourse, or some kind of ethical, or moral debate. It is evident in everything you are doing there and every aspect of society. You do not prove to someone that they are running into a wall and yet, apparently, the most fundamental and quintessential flaw, or defect is not at all apparent to most people on earth.

You will not have the kind of world in which struggle, conflict, corruption and destruction simply do not exist as long as thought is manufacturing this illusion that there is a permanent entity that is somehow, contrary to all blatant evidence, going to save this species and every other living thing on this planet. Apparently - if you are so deluded - it will be in the fifty-ninth second of the twenty-third hour of the last day on earth! It has created this very notion of there being a "you" and "another" for its own use and is not going to give you anything other than this ultimate con game, right to the end.

Unless it hits you that thought is behind this terribly pervasive illusion that is destroying all life – not in some topical sense, but at the very core – then there isn’t the slightest chance of this species going beyond it’s present form, let alone it’s very survival.

Should it hit you – that’s how it is, a devastating blow to a system that has been doing everything to dominate and maintain that position – that there is nothing, aside from technical assist, that thought can provide, then the body will be able to resume it’s own intelligent function. This has never happened and should it, we would not only see a radically different society and world, but a new species. This emerging species will not be in any conflict regarding it’s existence, function, nor relationship to life. It will operate in ways you cannot imagine.