What Do You Want?

The most natural thing in the world - it will summarily dismiss every religious, spiritual, philosophical, political thought - you don't want it.  It will devastate "you" and you're not ready for that. You are not ready to accept that everything thought gives you as "god", "the material world", morals and ethics, virtue, compassion and love - everything that is there to merely support and perpetuate a myth that has enslaved this species for many, many thousands of years - is not done for friends and family, all of humanity, compassion, or the love of the divine, but rather to assure that thought's reins are kept tight, to the very end.

Thought is conflict. It's struggle is of, and for that which lies "beyond" and it can never, in spite of all the promises and enticements, give what is not within it's framework. It can't even begin to imagine a state of natural flow and a harmony it can neither comprehend, nor provide. It will provide every kind of model, attempting to emulate what is received via perception and the distortion it operates in, what is already effortlessly taking place in the body, in nature, and the entire cosmos.

You say you want that, but you are based in thought. High or low,  negative or positive, conscious or unconscious everything there as the "self" is merely a construct that is being put together to serve thought. What will give you that "otherness", that which lies beyond the field of the known. Do you really want to know?

It will tear that "you" - that illusion of a permanent entity that competes against every other member of this species - to shreds. It will decimate the entire structure that has created the illusion of a permanent entity and outwardly, a very artificial world which is almost entirely a reaction to the very nature of all things. You don't want that, for it's the ending of a hell you're not prepared to live without.

Were it to hit you what an enormous and deadly trap thought is, you will, out of extreme fortune, come to a state that has nothing to do with this artifice - an operating system that came about as a fluke, a design flaw, long before any computer existed. What will be left is the very origin of all life, not contained in, but rather the body, in endless variation and form. A body that is not looking - nor will it ever have the need to do so - for any answers, meanings, solutions, or escapes from the terror you had been living in. All of that will be absent and in that moment there will not exist one distinction, nor the slightest hint of what you can only now refer to as "the individual". This notion of there being a complete being has not one thing to do with the unique way the actual body operates, in that state that is both utterly natural, and yet, ordinary. In that state there will be no question of what is useful for the one versus the many. In that state there will have arisen a new species that will be in a position to respond to every challenge that arises.

Is that what you want? For you can't obtain, or attain it. It will have to hit you square on and there is nothing, not one thing said here, nothing that anyone can offer you, to prepare for that.